Do you believe in ghosts part 2 (necronimicon)

                 It all started when I was probably about 14-15 or so.  I was starting to get interested in magic, things of evil, all that kind of thing.  I found a copy of the Necronomicon on the internet so I ordered it.  After receiving it in the mail and reading parts of it, a few friends and I decided to try out some of the rituals and other things.  We did this in the front yard of my house at the time, and also at the park across the street from my house.  After doing so the haunting's in the house started to happen more often.  We also had found a way that was said to be able to open the door to the "other side".  It is said that if you get a big mirror and put it into a place where there can be absolutely no light, noise, or any distraction and from there you are supposed to sit in there with it stare at the mirror.  It can take anywhere from five minutes to three hours to not at all.

                  After doing this many times we had witnessed many things.  But the place that we decided would be best to try all this out at is in my bedroom closet.  We had put a towel at the the bottom of the door so that it would block out all the light and there would be no sound as well.  One of the first times that I had tried to do this I had stayed in for about a half an hour and I started to see letters light up in front of my face and they spelled out LIVED.  If you spell that backwards it spells out DEVIL.  Now that was pretty scary to see but didn't stop me.  Another time I had been in there for a while I didn't see anything so I started to stretch and where the walls that are next to me were no longer there.  I reached over and tried to see if there was anything by I almost fell off of my chair.  I got out of there after that in case of a chance of getting lost in another world. But the one that really made me stop doing this (in more than one way) was when my friend Gerry and I went in at the same time.  We sat there for probably about an hour or so and thought that we saw nothing.  As soon as we got out though we looked inside the closet and there was a rusty butcher knife on the ground next to where we were sitting.  Neither of us have ever seen the knife before so it freaked us out.  After that I had taken out the mirror decided to retire it and out of no where it fell over and broke by itself, did not even hit anything it shattered while it was falling over.  Needless to say the house did not get any less haunted after this.  There will be more ghost stories in the future.

In the spirit of Halloween.....

Do you belive in ghosts?

    First off, I am a firm believer in spirits still roaming the earth if there is unfinished business that they have or that they are a tormented soul.  Any way to get to what I was talking about, it all started when I was a child.  I had to of been about five or six years old.  My mother, sister, me, and my mothers boyfriend(my father died when I was two years old) moved into a house in a nice suburban neighborhood in a quiet town.  It was a great move for us for my sister and I went to elementary school and that school was literally across the street from us.  After we had moved into the house every thing was great, my mom and boyfriend had their room, my sister and I shared a room and there was an office for another room(besides the living room, kitchen and other normal rooms for a house).  It all started after a few months of living there....


     My sister and I would go to bed every night at a decent time, you know for young kids(my sister was two years older than me).  But every night that we went to bed if the closet door was open we would see a figure of a man standing in the closet.  He was a glowing white color kind of see through but not if you can picture it.  But we would always tell our mother about it and of coarse she would think we were just being childish like any parent would with kids being scared of the dark and all.  But after time went by when she (my mother) would be awake watching tv in the living room she would  see something or someone walk by in the reflection of the wall unit glass by the tv coming from our room.  After seeing that she would go check on us and see if we were asleep or walking to the kitchen to grab a drink or a midnight snack or something of the sort, but little did she know we were sound asleep the whole time.  It would start to freak her out from time to time of seeing it.  As time goes by my mom and her boyfriend separated(after a year or two) and my sister took over the room that was the office.

    At this time I had to of been about eight or so and that would make my sister about ten.  Once again it was just me, my sister, and my mom living on our own.  I would still see this figure in my closet every night that the closet was left open.  I thought i was crazy, I even asked my sister after time if she had remembered the man in the closet.  She would say that I was stupid and didn't know what I was talking about(which later on when we were older she admitted to remembering it).  I would have friends spend the night and leave the closet door open on purpose to see if they would notice it, and just to my expectancy they would see it and as the lights were out they would ask me "uh...who the hell is in your closet and why are they just standing there?".  I would reply "don't worry about him he is just the man in the closet, he is harmless and stays there all night".  Needless to say I had became friends if you could say with my ghost in the closet.

    This went on for years with the man in the closet and people seeing him there.  My mother still kept seeing people leaving my room through the reflection in the middle of the night.  The bathroom sink by my room would turn on by itself.  Noises would be creaking by my door and many many other sightings and odd occurrences in that house this is just the first chapter of the ghost stories in my life.  There will be many more to come so definitely keep checking because this is just the beginning the best or worst you could say is still to come!  This was a little spark in my life that had brought interest to me of everything that is unexplainable and made me the man that I am today. 

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Have you ever wondered?

          Have you ever wondered why some people have it a lot easier than others?  The rich people who can get whatever they want.  The ones who can can get away with doing bad things and just get a minor slap on the wrist because of who their family is or the lawyer that they employ.  Well most of the time (not always) those are the people that are least happy with their lives.  You would be surprised at how much they can hate their lives because they don't have to earn anything.  Everything is handed to them and they never have to break a sweat.  Some of us that have difficult lives (me included) that have to work their butts off in order to just survive and support their family have it the best.  At times things might be really tough, even to the point that you just want to give up.  But that is what can make us so much stronger.  The fact that people want to get somewhere, that motivation, the passion, the strive to get better for their family is what can really make a person humble.

          Lets take a look at how it is for the families that are wealthy and how it is for them.  Now I have never been wealthy and hope to be one day but I will just give my opinion on what I think it is like.  I'm sure it is very wonderful to have a ton of money and to be able to have nice things.  They can take wonderful trips to places all over the world but they suffer on other aspects of life.  Most of the time the mother or father or both work all the time and miss out on family time.  The kids end up being raised by a nanny or a housekeeper.  It can be a big distress on the kids if they don't get the right amount of attention from their parents.  I believe it can put kids on a downward spiral from the get go and make them lost.  That is why a lot of times the wealthy kids get involved with drugs or bad people just looking for acceptance or maybe even trying to get noticed by their parents.  That isn't always the case though, sometimes only one parent works and the other stays home with the kids.  Sometimes I think it can also be a problem with the high expectancy of these type of kids as well.  If the parents are very successful people then they expect their kids to be the same and usually stay in the same field of work even if its not what they want to do.  Go to the same school they did, take over the family business, basically live in their shadow and not make a name for themselves.  There is always the case where they grow up to be successful and not have any of these issues it is definitely different for everyone.


        Looking at how the majority of america lives is towards the middle class of living.  This is definitely not a bad thing.  It usually includes struggles, sacrifice, stress, hard work and many other things.  The best thing that usually comes out of this lifestyle is that families have to stay close together.  They have to help each other to make things work within the household.  Not as much stress about everything that cant be controlled e.g. big jobs from work, whats the next promotion, taking work home. Now I know that this isn't 100% true about everyone in middle class, not one is the same for everyone.  I guess what I'm saying is that I think that people that have to go through a struggle together are more likely to be appreciative for the life that they have and the things that they earned for themselves and their family.  I know from personal experience that I am extremely happy with what I have and its really not much but I have my wife and daughter and that means everything to me.  I think that if everyone just had love for themselves and everyone in their lives then the world would be a much more peaceful place to live.  Be true to yourself and be true to everyone in your life, be positive ALL the time and if there is anyone that is negative and wont ever stop being that way try to help them but in the end if they don't want to help them self then you will need to get them out of your life for them to find them self and find happiness then they can come back in your life. If you keep the negativity out of your life, you will live a much more happier life.